trulythisisnothome

woah, last update here was last year! >.< ok so updates, updates, updates. i have a band now. URDUJA. a female-fronted metal band. we just debuted last feb 10, 2009 at up fair rockultura. we already have 2 songs, senescence and maimed. we are now working on the third song. my bandmates are great, and the future is very promising. so support us! urdujametal.multiply.com profiles.friendster.com/urdujapilipinas ***influences include: IN THIS MOMENT, LAMB OF GOD, FLYLEAF, THE AGONIST, KITTIE among other metal bands. support filipino indie metal bands! it's time for metal to take the forefront.

we just love to have fun! last week when we had a long weekend because of expoited holidays, me and ~nciel (https://www.deviantart.com/nciel) had trial photo shoots of three subjects, a makoto shishio cosplay, a geisha attempt and our interpretation of harajuku. we did the first two in the late afternoon and evening of monday, and the third on tuesday afternoon. we just began to learn how to use the camera that we used, well what do you know, photography is a surprise in itself. the results were more than what we had in mind because we just thought of the subjects first and just followed it up in the execution. capturing magical moments with the lens is a way to relax f

It's great that as humans we start to get tired of things. Sometimes in may seem rotten, but we need it. We need to get over things so that we can continue living. I know that I'll get back on the right track (or if not, a much better track) and again, recreate myself. Sometimes you just get tired of cursing and start getting more mature. I've got so many things lined up, and much more that I want to do. I can't possibly stop now.